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Jean’s thighs
#that’s it#that’s the post#i wanna die between them#after i got a taste#just one lick please#😩😩😩😩😩#jean#jean kirstein#attack on titan#aot#shingeki no kyojin#snk#jean kirschtein
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zuko when i make him my oc (hi)
#zuko^3#hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby#there is almost zero difference between them#but#he gets less scrawny#and grows a lil#im just soft for happy affectionate comic zuko#hes so cute#hope he die#and this will be like#the only time ill draw book 3 zuko standing straight#anyways#only drew this to use as reference#bc i wanna draw them interacting#i love stupid self indulgent time travel bs#atla#avatar#avatar fanart#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#atla zuko#zuko#fire lord zuko
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Remembering how insane my college choice criteria was like literally it was (1) needs to be in a place with a climate similar to Boston (snow) but it can't be actual Boston because I want to try living somewhere else, (2) needs to have a good Catalan program, and (3) bonus points will be awarded for each language it has that is a language I want to take. Also preferably everyone there will be a little nerd freak but this is not necessary. And then somehow this process actually worked
#this did produce an insane college list though because it was like 1. [really really prestigious school] 2. [good state university]#3. guess i'll die or something#i think my parents were a little baffled by the fact that there were two options and a gaping hole between them#and so i did almost apply to the place where i am ironically now in grad school. but that didn't end up being necessary#and i'm glad that i got in where i did it was indeed a really good fit#i was however talking to someone about postdocs/jobs and where you'd draw the line at working and it was like oh you DON'T wanna know#about my extremely specific search criteria in high school. or grad school for that matter#perce rambles
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Are you a soldier irl? And what’s your url mean? Thanks :)
No i'm not a soldier, i am however a reservist. I've undergone a physical exam and a general questionnaire to see if i am fit for the military service (it's compulsory for every med grad in Poland). So from what i understood if there ever comes a time of war i will get drafted but most likely as an army doctor (?).
As for my url it's a reversal of a hopeless romantic. Instead i am a hopeful bromantic (as in bromance instead of romance) :D
#i'm a patriot i wanna fight for my country and my people when they need it#but i will NOT kill people i refuse to kill people if i'm on a battlefield i am saving lives not ending them#i fear killing more than death#my God is a God of Life i will not bring death upon others in His name#i really wanted to be a reservist tho because my brother is one too (as a male older than 18 yo) and i will not let that guy go to war alon#i am the brawl in this duo and also imma patch him up so he doesn't die#as for bromance i kinda use it as a gender neutral term it doesn't have to always be between boys#it's more about the vibe. some girls can absolutely achieve it (i can hehe)#thank you for the ask dear son of Mary God bless you!#military#url#🇵🇱#bromance
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Digitalised + coloured + redesigned version of my Suiren and Vaatu sketch from two days ago, as promised!!
Coming up with Suiren’s design was a very long process of trying and failing because after you’ve drawn 9+ different versions of one character, the creativity starts to run a little dry, but I’m actually really proud of this one, she looks absolutely adorable <3
(Also yeah I did mostly just scribble Vaatu’s pattern because who has the energy to draw the all out accurately. Not me, that’s who, I’m chronically tired. People who draw him on the regular have my utmost respect. He’s still a funky little guy though :D)
Bonus, Raava incessantly screaming inside Suiren (and being completely ignored because Suiren is tired of her) while all this is happening:
#and yeah I did say I’d do a fuckass background but all my energy went to figuring out Suiren’s design#plus I suck at backgrounds so.. woe. LoK screenshot be upon ye#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#avatar suiren au#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#I don’t really know what to say in these tags lmao#usually I reach the tag limit really really easily but between my previous post and answering that ask I’ve ran out of things to say#someone please indulge me in this au I have Way Too Many Thoughts about it#hmm…#you know. I think people often make different avatar aus because they dislike Korra or think she’s a bad avatar#I don’t. I love Korra. I would kill and die for her#(says the red lotus stan. yes I’m well aware. no need to call me out)#and I think she’s a good avatar who was dealt a shitty hand both in universe and by the show’s production team#I’m making this au BECAUSE I love Korra. if Suiren is the avatar Korra gets to be a normal SWT girl#she’ll get to grow up with her parents. not isolated and degraded all the time for not being perfect. maybe she’d have a sibling or two#and Suiren gets spared her sotrl trauma too. win win for everyone!!#(I return Suiren gets the weight of the world on her shoulders lmao. but it’s fine. 1. she isn’t alone in it. she has her family#2. three quarters of the LoK threats are basically automatically eliminated for her. the RL are her parents. she fuses with Vaatu#and all she has to do to defeat Kuvira is to take her dress off 😁 /hj. basically. she’ll be okay. better than in sotrl at least)#also look. I love Suiren. she’s my dear child who’s been with me since I was 12. of course I wanna make her the main character in everything#and dark avatar Korra AUs have been done countless times before me. Kat’s doing one right now!! I just wanna do something that’s my own#and also I wanna focus less on pain and trauma for once and more on the sheer hilarity of the shenanigans that will occur post-fusion#cause this isn’t Adumbration where Korra lets Raava go and fuses with Vaatu instead. here Suiren’s got both of them at the same time#and they have 10000 years’ worth of grievances to air out. it’s like living with your divorced parents#trust me I would know. except mine aren’t divorced. they’re Worse and everyone wishes they’d just separate#anyway. that aside. Suiren’s not getting any sleep any time soon while those two duke it out
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One thing about canto VI is like. I see so many people predicting it'll be about Fighting Evil Wife or Breaking Codependent Toxic Relationship and I just kinda think that would suck? If the major theme isn't grief AND love and the way both are seen as like Kinda Weird/inappropriate in the setting of the city. Then I'll be very sad.
#bell.txt#not putting it in the tag i dont wanna spam but yes limbus posting yes girls will be thinking about mortal regret#LIKE. LIKE. remember the discourse on twt about how like it was bad writing that yi sang didnt mourn dongbaek etc#and like that was the thing right. thsts not a thing you do in the city. that was part of why roland (who takes lots after wh's themes)#was so exceptional. that is the whole thing about the sickness of the city#to say it in comedia literary criticism terms: sins are split between wrongly-directed love and excess of love with sloth (lack of love)#being an outlier. i think heatho and generally og wh is about excess of love and not wrongly-directed love. it is the thing that lasts#all the way to the other side. it is the shared coffin and meeting again in the next life#i think itd be AWFULLY disappointing to get some boring boring 'they make each other worse' take. being APART due to societal pressures#makes them worse and horribly lonely. death makes them worse baby. so in my mind thats it#we get to see cathy die or still be unreachable in some way and then in very roland style we get furioso mode#and then the ending is about recognizing the love that has in fact been there all along and carrying it with u. and hoping to reunite some#where some other time. NO more slander of that awful girl. YES to the comfort of the memories.#me typing over my foscolo notes like i can surely post about heathcliff really fast and not write a novel in the tags (unaware)#i have more thoughts about this in regards to ruina with xiao and some stuff from leviathan but in the meantime. listen to my ramblings boy#ALSO. considering that implication. he feels for her what queequeg feels for ishy. ARGHH. RIPPING MY HAIR OFF#ok actually its been enough hours to not spam ppl I'll tag it now for blog org. i should maybe have a tag for posting specifically#limbus company
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if 2012 splinter had a premonition on how he was going to die, do you think there was a reason as to why he took raph and april with him up on that rooftop? because like. in the perspective of the show, it's always been leo that has those big emotional moments with splinter. you'd think the writers would have put leo up on that rooftop instead of raph but. yeah. i wonder if there was ever any reason for that
#like. splinter KNEW he was probably going to die. and he had to essentially chose which son to take with him for it#it was probably always a toss up between raph and leo#probably never ever donnie or mikey. i imagine he decided that immediately#does anyone else ever think this#idk if im even saying this right. like in my head it makes sense yknow lol#or better yet. why did he bring ANY of them#like. maybe he had some naive hope he would live? because yeah hes a wise old dude but.#he probably didnt wanna die at all right?#scream your thoughts with me please or i will explode#tmnt 2012
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oh ok
#succession#tomgreg#OH MY GOD THE SCENE IS THIS CLOSE AFTER?!?? i thought i had some time !!! i jqqqqqqq#man. man. mn!!!!aman!!!!man!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man.#matt johnson you would love tomgreg#what the fuck is this scene though i want to die i PHYSICally want to di e Eeeeeeeeeee#he........i .........fkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkmmmmmmmmmmmm#ok. okok. ok . novel tags ok i can think through my absolute fucking grief. ok so basically.#tom giving greg advice about prison. and then greg like basically begs to have tom take the rap for him. but not directly.#he can never say things directly. but tom translates. and it doesn't take him long to say fine. load me up. you piece of shit.#but he doesn't even mean the latter statement he's too sad. and he won't fight. the fight is all gone out of him.#so much for greg being expendable though huh?#look me in the eyes and tell me tom isn't in love with greg at least a little. yall telling me you'd take the rap for someone and go to jail#for them if you didn't love them? ok bestie you do you#i kind of like as well the comparison of the conversation between them and him and shiv like. it's very similar in that him and greg are#saying sentences that are parts of different conversations like him and shiv's convo ALTHOUGH it is still related bc it's to do with jail#she wouldn't even talk about that subject at all. and then it correlates to the whole. nero and sporus thing right. and the dressing up/ring#ALSO THE FACT HE DIDNT WANNA SLEEP WITH HER AND HES OUT LATE AT A DINER WITH GREG I GET IT G IS HIS MISTRESS#but anyway.#and the WAYYYYYYY greg's voice breaks and the way he looks at tom with pleading eyes and it looks like he's about to cry#that's what does it for tom i think. that's what breaks him. he can't bear the thought of greg suffering for months.#which makes me believe that that is why he was so sad earlier when greg was asking for advice. he doesn't like greg to suffer#by other hands of course. if it's by his hands that's another matter BUT THATS ANOTHER CAN OF WORMS#LIKE I KNOW ITS KIND OF AN ASSHOLE MOVE OF GREG BUT AT THE SAME TIME HES LIKE. idk early 20s. 26ish latest???#and i would be fucking terrified i'm 30 and i still don't know what the fuck is going on i don't know how i am still alive so i get it.#and if you have someone who has been taking care of you and has in the past flexed their power and money to give you food and parties#and move you up in a company and give you opportunities you most likely would never get. you kinda. latch. and fall into a pattern.#you assume he has a way out for you#has help. i mean greg probably assumed he wouldn't say yes in the first place so he kinda Has to be an asshole for any chance at all tbh.#he even said quid pro quo. but tom didn't even want anything in return. i mean idk what greg could even give him [lol] but still.
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football is not about winning games or trophies it’s about hating chelsea
#no one ever has a ‘soft spot’ for chelsea#you either hate those bitches or you wanna die for them no in between#i think you can tell which end of the scale i’m on#chelsea
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enjoying archiving characters. taking them to the back and shooting them.
#luly talks#keabin watching me point the shotgun and peepers (deliberate choice just to bring more tragedy into his life)#i think if you shot Bo point blank their eyes would just be all that there's left#idk if i wanna take jack phoenix out tho... i NEED to rework my jack man#ill let him hidden. he's not gotta die. i spare him. go. run as fast as you can boy. be free.#adams too gets to stay. on thin ice tho im less attached to him but thats ok#estefany too is just staying. idk if i want to unhide her tho. i could? it'd be nice.#never had a bad encounter on artfight but i'd ask to be particurlarly respectful w es.#Ace's gang is all getting the shotgun treatment tho sorry#havent drawn any of them full body and tracy and cash dont even have canon designs still#those there? not canon. they're shit. that's not them#i love the description of estefany btw id PROB remove their war criminal past but would smoke weed w you. true..#yeah estefany is coming out of the workshop. heart.#i do have more art of her. god. we need to do something about those fucking pronouns im not joking#someone tell me a good pronoun middle ground between she and they she just hasnt been fitting but they is too far
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I'm gonna be honest I'm so tempted to just look up a playthrough or cutscene comp of final horizon and unblock the tags bc I really don't want to keep playing it lmao
#ramblings#the difficulty spikes. why#i'm still baffled at how difficult it is even on easy mode like. the main game was nothing like this#and like the platforming challenges and stuff don't feel well designed#like idk that much abt level design but they platforming stuff usually feels more like those super hard levels ppl mod into games like ahit#if feels almost unfair at points#like the towers i feel i can only do in easy mode with all the balloons i can homing attack#otherwise they'd just be straight up impossible#AND THE FUCKING BOSS RUSH? WHERE YOU CAN'T GET ANY RINGS? AND RINGS DON'T REFILL BETWEEN BOSSES?#AND YOU HAVE TO START OVER FROM THE VERY BEGINNING WHEN YOU DIE?#like what were they thinking like actually#OH and i forgot to mention the controls. god the controls are just not good#they really need to fix them before even considering adding more playable characters in future games#idk it somehow feels just as rushed if not more than the base game#and the difficulty is just unfair#it's very disappointing but i'm also invested in the story and wanna know what changes they made to the actual ending#so idk. maybe i'll spoil it for myself. maybe i'll push through the bullshit. probably the former#i was looking forward to this so much too. sigh#sonic frontiers spoilers
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#tag talk#I feel good cause a new friend at work said something about how my boyfriend hasn't talked much to him since meeting me#And I was like uh oh I do not want to be that bitch#and I know he's been trying to organize some kind of game might and I was like rip you can't get him to play stardew valley with you#and I don't like stardew valley so I was like hey what about minecraft? because if I get them playing together on a realm then It's fixed#so anyway now I might have a new server and friend group to play with and hopefully I'll be less in the way of the preexisting friend group#because I'm really conscious of when I'm the reason stuff goes poorly so I don't wanna be a reason friends don't hang out anymore.#cause that shit sucks. jealous girlfriend type can go die I ain't about hogging people I don't feel good about it.#I just want everyone to get along and be friends#I'm putting in the work to learn bedrock mechanics. that's how committed I am to this. I hate variations on an established base.#it's the autistic in me for sure. I loathe multiple versions of songs. there can only be one true version. one right answer. all else is bad#so the slight discrepancies between bedrock and Java drive me absolutely nuts bonkers up the wall#I read a really good twilight fanfic and it rewired my brain and now I'm forever mixing up which is cannon and which is fanfic#because my brain immediately booted the version I preferred less and installed the new fanfic version as the correct right version#anyway. I'm hunting tutorials that actually explain the mechanics and taking notes so I know how to adjust the designs for aesthetics#because you need the minimum mechanical base to work before you can ad lib a building style and design onto the structural framework#I figured out the iron farm mechanics so tomorrow I think I'm gonna work on gold farm stuff. and redstone I just want to learn myself
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If you happen to have any requests for merlin related drawings: I am desperately in the thrawls of obsession lmao
#its bc im on a narut0 hiatus. by my system is to watch until it starts to give me a headache#thats why im still not finished after a year. im just rewatching t4skmaster until i get bored and go back#but bbc merlin is currently a tumor in my head lol#probably bc im also slightly obsessed with religion atm and the hypothetical struggle between Christianity and the old religion in merlin#is like so good. but im ya kno a bit. *ambitious wave of hand* overly academic and neurodivergent lol#and posting at 8.30am bc i dont wanna go do my job lol#also im sorry if i ignore requests after asking for them. i have so many that sit in my head#and i love them all but making them exist is a matter of magic and luck lmao#unrelated#hhhh also im so tired and need to focus on my photosynthesis doc 😫 bc i must be doing 10 things at once constantly or i die
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Emilio is officially the main source of comedy in WBTL now.
#Personal#Was Born To Lead#AJSBDFNKFJF I’m just imagining one of the future scenes between him and Valerio and I once again think I’m freaking funny :’D#(which is true one of my classmates said I’m funny some time ago 😌)#Ahshjfjkf he’s just trying to be a good friend too hard#I consider myself socially awkward too but honestly I’m nothing like Emilio in this regard#I would die of embarrassment if I acted like him :’D I’m just constantly silent instead#Honestly it feels so weird writing this story so lighthearted after all the drama that was happening :’D#WBTL: Okay then! If you don’t wanna tell scary stories you’ll be listening to them#Also WBTL: has a scene of a character having a breakdown in front of the grave of his wife#This is just peak media to me#Anyway Emilio and Valerio are not appearing in the next chapter#I have other main characters I need to focus on at the moment wink wink#Yes those are Frida and Ángel XD#Especially Frida because she hasn’t even appeared yet#And well Ángel too because he hasn’t really done anything in the latest chapter :’D#Anyway I keep writing maybe in ten years it will be finished#ajbsnfjjf WAIT#I’ve just realized those two examples WBTL and Also WBTL are from the same chapter XDDDDD#Oh my goodnessss
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some shoegaze/drone from last year for your liking
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#tunes#our ichor#Youtube#made this entirely with my drone synth and a couple pedals#love to offset the oscillators' frequencies very slightly to get a slower pulse happening between them and generate a gentle rhythm#it was really difficult to distort the synth too since they're all square waves already#i think i'd wanna listen to this when i die
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What the fuck even is attraction it's all such bullshit actually. Like bro I can barely tell the difference between happy and sad on a good day, how the FUCK do you expect me to tell the difference between "I like this person as a friend," "I like this person romantically," "I like this person sexually," "I like this person aesthetically," etc.??? I literally don't even know what half of those feel like and at this point I'm convinced they're all made up and everyone is just pretending to feel them. Is romantic attraction just friendship but more? Is it different?? How do you know? I personally think it's all bullshit and should be abolished.
#maybe delete later lmao this is like. personal. but also not#idk I'm just confused lmao#I'm not articulating this properly because it's like. 1am. but I just don't understand what the difference is#like what's the difference between finding someone pretty and finding them sexy??? are they not the exact same thing?#what's the difference between romantic and platonic attraction? are they not the same just different levels of intensity???#I just want to know what other people are feeling because this shit makes no godamn sense.#and also I just want to find ppl sexy without the assumption being I wanna fuck them bcuz i would rather die 17 times over.#maybe I'm aromantic and asexual. maybe it's the trauma. maybe it's just the autism. who gives a shit it's all a social construct anyways#armchair speaks
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